It’s going to be worth the wait later on,just chill. Dont force yourself on someone who doesn’t want to see you around.
Be with someone who you can express your original ideas to,that person who loves the original you and knows you’re awesome.
Someone who appreciates you,and loves you the way you are will surely come your way. It may not be now,but he or she will surely come. It suprises me when I see people change all because they want to please someone.
Please just be patient and be yourself. The original you is unique,don’t fake things.